I want to be happy...always

It feels so nice to be happy, to have someone who listens to what you say. But...this does not happen very often to me. Why?? 'Cause i do have problems. Like problems at home, which everyone can give me advice as to how i am to handle such matters next time so that they wouldn't dare do it again. Or maybe i could be as simple as i've got alot of stuff on my hands and i need time to clear everything but the persons involved thinks my stuff are easy to handle. Simply put, i wish everyone that is/was around me will/could have been a lil more understanding. But of course, you can never expect everyone to be so. Then again, i do have a few who are understanding 'tho not always 24/7.. =P Therefore, i can say that i am often happy but not always. Simple things make me happy that's why the often happy mood. You can say that i am trying to achieve being always happy.

Work

I had been finishing slightly earlier than usual the past 2 days. Guess it's because i'm almost clearing off my back log. And i really mean slightly as in 1hr lesser than the usual 2hrs more that i have to stay in to finish my work. This makes me happy too. A tiny bit of happiness is able to make me look forward to tomorrow. =)

A talk with my manager

I had a talk with my manager a few days back 'cause i was actually enticipating the thought of quiting. Why?? I had been staying in everyday for an extra of 2hrs without any overtime pay and it is totally not "value for money". Anyway, the talk lasted for almost an hour. It was very torturous. My manager just kept talking on and on even when i said i think i have to go back to my counter to handle the discharges. Sigh..anyway, that's not the point here. He said something that made sense to me. He said that the 1st 10 yrs are for one to strive to head as high as possible then the next 20 is to start a family (since my gf loves kids so much and i am willing to bear one for her, it could be counted as starting a family) then the last 10 is to strive again for extremely high posts. Sounds logical to me. i start work at 21..21-31 i work real hard to go far, start a family for BB, and since i'm half way to the top, i have the financial ability to start one and not worry much. So from 31-51, i am to look after the kids so i can constantly stay back late to accomplish more things and learn more. Then comes the last lap. 51-61. I start working real hard again and clinch the post of maybe a senior management/officer post or CEO?? haahaahaa..some senior post that commands power la..can?? haahaa...so do you think it makes a lil sense??

I WANT TO EAT YU SHENG!!!!

Mummy said that she'll get yu sheng for me this wed which is the last day of CNY. Just in case some of you don't know, CNY lasts for a whole 15days and not just 2 or 3 days. Singapore cannot rest for that long since majority are chinese. But somehow China has 15 days for PH for CNY lehz..how come for them to rest for 15 days they won't die but we will suffer lehz?? Anyway, back to yu sheng. With just 2 people eating yu sheng together not fun lehz. Am thinking of asking some of my friends over. Maybe just those in my cohort. Like that more fun..but wonder if they can make it..sigh..and if they can, should i change my plans for wed?? One step at a time lahz.. ;P